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I know it has been awhile since I last posted a note on my blog, but college is merciless! Although, I will be resuming posting updates, I just wanted to make a quick announcement that I’m very proud of. The announcement is that some of my poems have been published in a book called “Making Waves”!! I am very honored and excited to have the opportunity to have my writings published! I’d like to thank my publisher, Swyers Publishing, my family and friends who have supported me, and last but not least GOD. I could not pick up a pencil without His Love and omnipotent Hand in my life. If you’d like a copy of the book it is available to be ordered from Barnes & Noble (click on the photo), Amazon or Swyers Publishing website.

Thanks for all the support!!


A colorful musician
Wanna tell it all
color is in position
Painted on the wall

Blind folded from fear
Truth clear as ice
I’ve traveled far and wide
You are my paradise

Indecisive to sit or move
Remedy to my addicition
Swivel and face me
Break my strobe light conviction

Kiss between my flicker
Too dizzy for reasoning
Put us in a pot of luck
Our love needs seasoning

Banging on a wall
Sun shines over the blinds
Light pierces your heart
Can’t get you outta my minds


oil and water?

Image by Hilarywho via Flickr

Maybe if the spoon was made of gold,
just maybe, things might mix and become
something rich & appealing. But, I chose silver, I
chose silver to agitate the contents in, what was, a red bowl.
If love was water and the antgonist of it was oil,
would they come together? Can purity and slippery
notions work together as bread and wine? Bread and wine
are essential to the contentment of souls, alike the blood beneath skin.
But, even a drunkard couldn’t see how the bottle in his left hand
and the cross in his right can combine in harmony. I continued to
stir, I persisted to see if the two would become one,
my guests were waiting. My wife advanced from the living room into the kitchen
where I was hastily at work. “Dear, our guests are….slow down
before the China becomes ruin!” Oh, how I wish she knew; I accelerated my
revolutions recklessly. I wanted to witness rebellion and law atone. If they
refused, then so be it, the bowl will shatter and my hands
would feel the red horrific revelation. The epiphany of the hatred for
unification oil and water shared. They knew more than I that my action
was the birth of war. Kindling in the deep an amalgamation so
destructive, in process, that it would cause me to go mad with failure.
But, I continued to scratch the bowl with the metal’s revolutions.
My guests were waiting. They were expecting a refreshment, both sacred and
rebellious in nature, that would go down easy. I was told it would never be perfect, but
I pressed to test that theory. Maybe, at the right speed, at the right time, in the right
air, in the right Light, on the right day, at the right kitchen, with the right money,
with the right clothes, with the right spoon, at the right angle, with the right music,
with the right words, at the right height, with white lies, I could prove them wrong.
I failed. Indeed, the red world of the two sides shattered into oblivion. My hand trembled
in the blood of my foolishness. I stood in the embarassement of my crass objective to combine
oil and water. I cleaned the wastes of the war I orchestrated and sat with displeasure.
I concluded it was better to just give my guests water, for safety’s sake. For I did not
want to know the vague outcome of consuming my concoction or sin alone.

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The road behind is long and lost,
covered in glass and petals.
There were moments both good and horrid,
There were notions both clear and vague.
But, still we kept the bush burning,
Till death of no breath with soot in our lungs.
Even as we perished slowly, the bush still burned.
And even as the black came, our eyes were still open.

A change of setting for you and I,
Though expired, again we were-revived.
Again, for another play we acted in.
“Let live” we said to the flame as our performance continued.
You danced hither and fro for the crowd,
I flew along the line of the hero.
But when you tripped, my cape vanished.
And when you fell, my power was banished.
We fell together, you into my arms,
Cherished our last breath, you in my arms.

Now, I await here at my desk in Paris for you to be revived.
Sadly, I’m alone, waiting patiently for you to be revived.
I’ve blown into the flame to keep it live for when you are revived.
I’m writing to you now, to read when you are revived.
It is a memorabilia of a discovery I made, after I was revived.
The discovery that it wasn’t our bodies, but our love that was revived.
I’m certain you’ll understand, when you are revived…

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Meek my shirt is to the wind,

swaying me here and then.

Coiled around a finger,

disguise the pain that lingers.

Turn to the right,

the blade burns with a bite.

Shuffle to the left,

search for comfort on my left.

One hundredth time in my mind,

the pain is real enough to find.

I’ll admit I’m submissive,

only because I’m permissive.

Pains and aches can be gone with the sea,

but ride a wave back from the sea.

It could slap my sixth string,

quickly, seductively, only to sting.

It crawls on me like a woman,

steals my comfort like a woman.

Unlike a woman, they won’t run away.

Unlike a woman, they will stay on any day.

Shoulder pains on my sleeve,

won’t be gone till I freeze.

Meek my shirt is to the wind,

swaying me here and then.

Coiled around a finger,

disguise the pain that lingers.

 


Mittens frozen in this cold town,

But I’m on my way to believing.

Melted down to hear that sound,

beneath me that spells what I’m achieving.

Blue lines flow out of one little cloud,

Lines or stripes that I’ve earned respectively.

Sewn by angels to tame the lion from being proud,

Pray for a ballad to pose we learn perpetually.

 

I recall a time I paced slowly through this city,

looking at my hand seeing a small one in mine.

She asked me, “Do you think that I’m pretty?”

I said, “As I, your father, you will do just fine.”

“Is fine enough for this city?” was her follow,

she was early on, bless her for not understanding.

I answered, “Be fine enough to leave this city like the swallows,”

“See the beauty within you, and soar out to outstanding.”

 

Early on, when children knew the universe,

silver was diamond and diamond was divine.

Early on, when age was the only curse,

blindness became light, adolescence reached to refine.

We sing, we dance, we come to believe,

into another day where these things strip us naked.

Coats of sin, blasphemy, sorrow we once wore and received,

we’re stripped down to His beauty we once thought was jaded.

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Hiatus

Hiatus till I can find another year

Hiatus, I quit

Hiatus till I can find my own year

Hiatus, I quit, I’m done

Hiatus till I can find a brighter year

Hiatus, I quit, I’m done, now to learn

Hiatus till I can find another year

Hiatus, I quit, I’m done, now to learn from gold

Hiatus till I can find my own year.


My golden gem,
In a diamond slumber.
When the room is dim,
Shine your morning aura.

My golden gem,
In a diamond slumber.
I’ll sit and stare,
For many hours to come.

My golden gem,
In a diamond slumber.
Have fun in your dreams,
And wake today in your morning aura

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And as you finish reading,
those postcards from far away,
you’ll lay your cranium in the clouds,
the ones north of your heart.

You’ll reach for the Sun,
and turn it into the Moon.
They said you couldn’t change time,
outside the universe you call your room.

And suddenly, yes suddenly,
you begin to remember, forever remember,
you’re scheduled to board the Morning Train.
Rubbing the golden edges of your ticket,
closing your eyes, blowing the whistle on your chain.

All aboard, the Morning Train Express,
all aboard, where dreams roll tonight into today.
All aboard, fall asleep in your velvet seat,
all aboard, where will the postcards lead us tonight?

You roll in your bed to defeat the fear in your heart,
you roll down the window in your coach, its beautiful out there.
“Raise the breaks, no time to lose,” conductors are quite impatient,
What’s the rush? I left my watch at the station.

You hear a chord from the middle of the piano,
Trains rolling now, let the postcards lead the way,
back to the writer who lives far far away.
Stay calm, though its exciting, don’t roll off the bed.

There goes the Sun knowing it arrived to work late,
creeping over the hills hoping the world won’t be irate.
You organize fireflies, behind the window, with your finger,
making them carry the alarm clock away or break the ringer.

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Colombo. Surf during monsoons

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To make the mud even thicker,

the rain never cease to fall.

Boots aren’t meant for monsoons at all,

stopping you from sprinting with the flicker.

 

You walking away from fears,

it was in the manual, they swear.

To go against the grain, you’d see the flare,

it would reel you out of a pool of jeers.

 

The climax between dark and shine,

it takes time, but is guaranteed.

To the rescue, hear and heed,

with a jacket and a glass of wine.

 

To the rescue with humble steed,

won’t think twice before burning time.

Clear your face from the mud and grime,

To the rescue and for you they’ll feed.

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I’ll gaze outside the cylinder,

Outside past this pendulum.

The patterns seem to similar,

Lines in the sand from the pendulum.

 

I’ll dream next to the pendulum,

Far across the desert in the center.

Connecting my lines to the pendulum’s,

Drawing snowflakes I missed in the winter.

 

I’ll write behind the glass,

Writing what I see outside this room.

It’s startling hearing the fireworks crash,

My words should be the only bim, bam and boom.

 

I’ll sing to this pendulum,

It sets the tempo and I always follow.

I admire this static pendulum,

Always been here when my world became hollow.

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The request has been sent,

To be all over it.

Shot from behind,

through space and time.

To my brothers, sisters and islands they harbor,

send a blanket to fall at these vibrant parties.

 

To be all over it,

send it to the little being.

Inhabiting the bin beside the washer and dryer,

she believes that evil is above her.

Send Your red quilt to her,

to be all over it.

 

Possessed by claps of hands on walls,

is it You we hear in that room?

Our fingers interlocked with others,

no escaping the blanket when it falls over our eyes.

To be all over it,

for it to be all over.

 

A quilt knitted for three,

for her, I and You in us.

When I search for her threads,

I may as well be in misery.

Call her to clinch my eyes in understanding,

that You will always be all over it.

 

The world is cold,

Its riddles are even colder.

To be all over it,

I beg You to cover the skin.

What man can yell in rage,

You will be all over it before its all over.

Amen.


Ye is quite deep

But, ye couldn’t speak

Despite the words compressed in thine soul

 

Ye is not impaired

Ye just wouldn’t dare

tripping over thine words that would land ye in a hole

 

Ye is human, indeed

Ye just couldn’t trust thine steed

The one in thine mind trapped in a pin without spirit

 

Ye writes many proposes

She’s been to those weddings and smelt those roses

Feeling thine petals ye wrote with sincerity and spirit

 

Ye is infatuated with impressions

Though ye limit the world’s perception

Chained in lyrics and ballads only read, but never heard

 

Ye is not ready to blast off

Ye truly needs to get over thine cough

Until thine stallions are released out the mind and mouth in a herd

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There were times I wondered,

The way you trailed my line.

Till we drew our own in time,

My affection was always plundered.

 

Loving love again didn’t compute,

Harsh and jagged couldn’t fit in.

Being the bright yellow light on my sin,

God, using you, is indeed quite astute.

 

I’m yelling at the top of my voice,

Every morning, to give soft love.

Come to the dock to share love.

Your hair up or down is your choice.

 

Love love the way my heart loves you.

Put up a fight for your kisses,

I’ll never Miss if you accept my Mrs.

My bible and name was made for two.

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A potion afar for a substance in my vein.

Cant crush you up and wash you down the drain.

You will be loved, but in a fashion you can’t wear.

You may feel like a seed, spat out.

But you’re really the sugar in the pear.

You cuddle in wool when I pretend to order cotton.

As delicate as your heart may be, I think I’ve forgotten.

And even if I’m laying on a farm and you’re in a church on a hill.

It may always be up to the wolves until I know how I fill.

But yet still, I’m into you.

More importantly, I’m into this.

The fact that the notes I hum match the heat in your breath.

The things that make you dance match the song in my chest.

A song that sings “you can water me down.”

Water down the red dye even if I frown.

But, only if your kisses are as sweet as I remember.

I’ll always remember the moment I saw you again in December.

It’s true, I do.

After all I’m into you.

The color you love is wrapped around my wrist.

Because once again, I’m into this.

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Mounted on top of the mountain,

yelling at everything above and beneath me.

My pain is literally an undying fountain,

and here I can let the geysers free.

I’m out here alone,

and I’m not looking for home.

Just trying to rinse the fire from my hands,

find a soft pasture where I can stand.

The lake never dried,

the stones never fell.

The clouds never cried,

For I broke the well.

All that could matter,

past the gust I can’t fight.

Is how many mountains to shatter,

with a loud caliber of my might.

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She ties the lemon fabric just right,

She’s my scout and she knows it.

There are things I’ve taught her,

Shes my scout and she knows it.

There are more shes taught me,

Shes my scout and she knows it.

Like how each hug is a splash,

She’s my scout and she knows it.

A second of revival from the Sun,

She’s my scout and she knows it.

Spreading calm colors from the ocean,

She’s my scout and she knows it.

She knows to keep kisses sacred,

She’s my scout and she knows it.

Ones of love go to imagos only,

Shes my scout and she knows it.

Curtsies are for friends,

She’s my scout and she knows it.

Waves of royalty are for acquaintances,

She’s my scout and she knows it.

She’s mastered communication at these spring affairs,

She’s my scout and she knows it.

My love and I have raised her well,

She’s my scout and she knows it.

How could I be successful without her?

She’s my scout and she knows it,

I can’t tie lemon colored ties before parties.

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I’m losing control,

but leave it on the ground, please I beg you.

I have trouble getting over,

those letters they use.

Could it fry my brain?

Tell me I ain’t insane.

Never the same old song.

I know it, although my homies say…

I don’t know what it is!

I’m in a pandemonium, a tumult!

I yell, “You there, begone!”

I no longer miss that face in that place.

I’m losing control!

Save me from the flood,

where we swam in fire and brimstone!

Unwound me from her wooden spool.

I’m in a pandemonium, a tumult.

As men are strong, it is said.

But, all I see is fire and brimstone.

Can I please just go to bed?


Selah.

Selah to the unborn child.

Selah to the child in the wild.

Selah to the lamb in the grave.

Selah to the hospital of the brave.

Selah.

Selah.

Selah to the cardinal in the cove.

Selah to the fire in the west.

Selah to the plane that was drove.

Selah to comrade ashes on my chest.

Selah.

Selah.

Selah to medicine in the tent.

Selah to conspiracies the other side bent.

Selah to the olives and arrows.

Selah to the eagles pulling the barrows.

Selah.

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I’ve never been out to sea

I’ve always wanted to leave my fort

Even though I made it tall to be free

I want to prove that I’m not that short

 

I want the Sun to call me “dude”

After it checks it’s teeth in the ocean reflection

I’d offer him some of my food

And tell him the beach is in its own perfect imperfection

 

I love the sound of sea beads hitting low

Low below the tide, I can hear it

teal, pink, lime, sounds like yellow glow

Snip, Snip, I hope the hemp will fit

 

I’m good at wasting time

Laying here in the wet sand

The Ray Bans and uke are a part of the crime

With a fake Pina Colada in hand

 

The water is heaven to my feet

Washing away the callouses from the farm

How am I laying in a coarse and soft sheet?

This is more amazing than Oma’s lucky charm

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